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Super Junior

Past?

Tuesday, March 23, 2010


8 days left before my fantasy comes, I finally manage the time when to sleep when not to..cos always been sleeping in the middle of the conversation with my bibi on webcam for the past few weeks le..now at least i took the break time of mine go sleep instead of going home using lappy liao..like that wont be that tired when bibi come home from school when she wanna talk or play games with me althou i did fall asleep ytd for a min or two? LOLS! at least i'm improving le okay,bi? cos I doesnt wanna disapointed my bibi..even still tired still have to force it untill work! ha!ha! cos I want see my bi to smile and be happy can le =) .. I dont wanna see that sad face right on her face again! Dont want see her cry ever again! my heart feels so pain whenever she cry..
Just yesterday night when bibi called me, something happened my bi went talking to her friend in the middle of our conversation on the phone and after I seen her blog, i dont know why got this kind weird feeling..like I kinda not that important/close than her that "friend".. dont noe why~ am i been jealous of her close friend? LOLS! and i told my bibi that if she call me that time, she must be free already nothing to do going to sleep le so wont be anything bother her le..does my words hurts her? sorry.. =(
I just wanna say what was really in my mind cos I want her to understand me better..not want her to listen mine or scold her..and i believe and trust her, wont hurt me like the past..and hope bibi would forget about those past of hers..kinda dont like her to keep recaping of the past..cos i always thought i could took her away from her past or is it I'm not good enough to do that? cos recently she been saying and posting about her past and been emo-ing .. i dont wanna our feelings fade away bit by bit! >.< (like just this morning and ytd night on the phone, kinda both of us speechless) haix! Bi! promise me forget about the past and stay happy by my side forever never to let go can? I really love you,my love (L) <3


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Wake Up !

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Seriously today i wont be writing about anything good at all, only that the days is getting nearer and left 10days before our fantasy comes..but the days we been through wasnt that good at all..cos it was all my fault! I dont know what really happen to me, I really hope i could change it but it was not like i purposely wanna fall asleep just like that in the middle of the conversation, it just a blink of eyes i fall asleep le...is it my body start to break down or what? When the time i wanna sleep and can sleep but yet cant fall asleep and keep waking up in the middle of the night..kinda very pekchek leh! (!@$#) I want like normal ppl like that..i wasnt like that before de ..it was like suddenly so easily fall asleep whenever i lie down..and bibi always ask me if i wanna slp just let her noe not just slp whenever i want if not she'll feel angry.. but not i dont want tell her i want sleep de..is i dont really wanna slp when i lie down but i just wanna close my eyes but i eventually just fall asleep..hais dont really noe hw to explain..anyway it's my problem,bibi ..if ue really angry with me..go ahead and scold me if it can make ue feel better dont have to feel that ue are hurting me..okay? i just want ue be happy..this stupid problem i will solve it from this 10days.. i scared if i really dont change this..really will effect our relationship! I dont want that to happen..even i cant i will force it by all mean.. I swear this time..after i saw ur blog i noe..and always feel it wasnt ur fault and why ue blaming urself it is me who just fall asleep just like that..not ue! and ue noe i want to spend time with ue but cant have enough sleep but if i will to tell ue i wanna sleep, I noe ue will understand it and let me but i just dont want ue alone, i afraid that ue will think other things and feel lonely..ue're someone i love..and wanna be with i dont want ue to feel it that way, bibi i hope ue can trust me one last time..forgive me will ya? =(


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Sickening!

Thursday, March 18, 2010



Yesterday was like one of a hell day sia, in the morning after work and wake bi up.. have to prepare to go to CMPB to hand in the defer letter liao..by the time we reached there was already 10.30pm le lol~ sian then i decided to go Somerset go buy the "Converse" sweater which i always wanna buy de at Orchard Central shopping mall. hehex! Before danny and i go there, we went to a hawker centre there for lunch cos too hungry liao after a long trip to CMPB. The foods there quite nice eh especially the mixed veg rice~ wow "spicy chicken" taste so nice! next time bring my bibi go there try..After that we have our lunch le, we went to buy the sweater..actually wanna buy the white sweater but when trying to put it on ..kinda hmm think black color de nicer and look cool too. =P .. So eventually i bought the black sweater instead then and wear it right after i bought it..ha!ha! cannot wait to wear it lol cos too nice le! Then after we went around the new shopping mall open recently "313" ..also when bi come i also will bring her there for shopping then.. After that reached home, online webcam with bi, and dont know why always fall asleep de leh cant stand the tiredness again! wakao! sian! make my bi disappointed lol! SOBS!


After that when i wake up around 9+pm, the stupid internet sux lol..msn also cant webcam! kao!


After that, i went to work le..bibi doing her homework then, around 2am+ near to 3am .. i went to AXS machine to book the bbq pit for 3rd of April..and went back home right after that..and online and yet i found out that "someone" took my maplestory main acc's inventory and gib it to the "someone"'s acc ? wtf lol? no need to ask de just like that took it away? then the past things, the "someone" lost it de how? forget le ah?no need to return and pay back to me? no say wat already past le still bring out? still say my bi at behind my bi's back? i say times and times again is not cos of who he let me know den i'll noe my bi..if even nt knowing others i eventually will find bi and go know my bi de myself just that need more courage to do so..even before knowing his friend i already fall for bibi le lol! and whoever wanna flirt or say my bi's behind her back i wont let him/her off that's for sure..i dont care who it's, friends or family ...this's me..i want the one i love feel my love to her~that's it


Okay, what i want to say de i say liao..i think i end here bahx~


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2 weeks time

Wednesday, March 17, 2010


Finally done all my enrollment to NYP polytehnic le, after two days wasted on that :P
Have my best friend "Danny" accompany me together go AMK to pay our NYP fees and also go for checkup on monday. Wow! that checkup was damn long lol! kinda need to wait for the queue around 1hr+ almost two hours den can have the checkup done. Jeez~~ lucky only spent $20+ on that checkup but kinda "heart pain" lol! and i was afraid taking the color blindness test. Sian lol, i cant even see a damn number on the book lol..confirm GG.com. Anyways is over le, so can relax liao, and yesterday i have just hand in the enrollment forms in le and get the deferment letter le so can go CMPB hand in the form to defer lol~after that i can really relax for the 2weeks to be over..and that's when my fantasy come true! Bi, I Love You..Muacksz! <3


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Stress!

Monday, March 15, 2010


Hais, nothing special to write ehs~ kinda feeling down after think about something...
Like always i thought i could really have a break to let myself enjoy but yet things keep popping out and that i cant finish all the job that's needed to be done and really enjoy myself sia, feel so stress when comes to money,studies and work. If i'll to have my my time to be with bibi and do things i wanna do yet it's just a short period of time nia. Sobs!

I wonder if time can be controlled by a remote control that can use to pause the time whenever i wanna be with bibi and have my own time and also can be use to fast forward those boring days when i'm studying and working..especially at work cos i have to face colleagues giving me "black" face or whatever it's cos they're just been jealous/ nt happy abt something~ then why bothered working there in the first place sia? Have to gib that **** look to me? LOLS..anyway those i hate de when saw them all i have to do is plug in headphones to my hp and on the music and listen to it. =D
Okay, i think i end here le..anyway, bibi 16days more days to go yeah? <3
I Love You, beloved bibi (Ashley Lau)


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meow~

Sunday, March 14, 2010


Just woke up in the morning, the first thing to do is to write blog le..haha!
Yesterday, when bibi wake up we have fun doing funny faces and also she does a cat pose and I screenshot it.hehex! We dint get to play AVA in the morning cos my mouse suddenly cant use and her lappy cant start the game? lol den she went tuition and i waited for her to come back meanwhile watching "LEGION" quite a nice movie leh..and i feel so weird~ dint receive call from bibi untill 3.45pm+ she told me she coming back home leh. Then i waited and waited till 4+ already i getting worried so i msg her and she call me and told me she on the way to her grandma's house and also bought a new clothing lol? she say she couldnt stop spending money~ haha! kinda funny! ha!ha! ..After that she reached home and webcam wif me and she told me she received the "small gifts" i want gib her de also can named it couple keychains ya~And she opened it out and dint expect she knew the ans to my question so quickly! LOLS. and also i dint really know that the doraemon phone strapper i give her will light up de.ha!ha!
Later at night, when she went to bath..i went to toilet and i rest on the sofa just awhile only..i fall asleep le lol for quite a period of time..haha, making bibi wait for me and is my mum say bi waiting for me..haha! dont know why will keep like that de leh?i hope bi, dont be angry with me ehs. Lastly, around 12am, we make a deal among ourselves..whoever fall asleep within 2am will have forfeits and bi have to close her eyes..in the end bibi lost 2 times and fall asleep so soundly~haha! kinda like seeing bibi, slp sia so cute!!!! Lols! ha! okay i end it here le~ =D



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Yawns~

Saturday, March 13, 2010




yeayea, finally after a long sleep (7hrs) den wake up le..dint sleep for that lonq have always been sleep only 2~3 hrs per day nia..yup abt ytd dint really have much to write or wanna write out.
Only in the evening, I went to AMK Hub when bibi having dinner with her family members cos she told me that she want me to buy a white beanie for her..so i went there walking from the top of amk hub to the btm den buy cos bibi wont be so early reach home as i expected :P ..haha!
When i reached home, i straight away on my lappy to see whether bibi online or nt..but dint leh so since she not back yet i watched "Bleach" while waiting for her to call me telling that she coming bak home den~ After she reached home and online, we played "AVA" and also saying jokes among ourselves. ha!ha! Around 1.30am+ we went to sleep le, okay that's it! I end it here le bahx =)


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slack & enjoy life

Friday, March 12, 2010

Now during working hours writing this post..haha! xD ..yup can consider "eating snake" in chinese.Cos 1.20pm already done finish my work and have nothing to do. So i went back home use laptop till 430am onwards den go bak to work lol..so sian inside NTUC.
Okay, ytd was like the same as usually only slp only for 2~3hrs den wake up le when bibi msg me. Roughly around 12pm, the singnet ppl come help service our internet cos the MIO box have been repeating restart time and time again so we ask them to fix it for me. Yet you know what's the problem? He say " You need to connect the filter to the phone line bcos there are noise and other signal around the surroundings and the mio box is sensitive and have high firewall if detect noise it will restart again and also no filter it's slower." LOLS? only like that nia? we dint get told to put filter to the phone line from the beginning.. so after all is need put filter? lols
And when going to be evening, bibi went for dinner outside and shopping, she sms me that she want to buy me something and ue know wat she want to buy for me mahs? haha! " Boxer" !
OMG! and she want me wear it when she come to SG...ee shy nor~ bi! "blush"
And also thought of where to go and what to do when bibi come back..after that i go work le..dont have anything interesting to type actually, i think i end here le..quite long and boring ehs? :P


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Yeah! my first post? =D

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Woke up this morning so early, dont know why sia? cant sleep for a long period recently, no matter how hard i tried to sleep. What's going on with me wors?
Haix, did tried to sleep again when i woke up around 4am+ but yet i can't, so i think of something to do while waiting for the time to pass till 6.20 is when i usually waited below my block and waited till 6.30am to wake up by bibi up for school using the public phone. So suddenly the first thing that appear in my mind was create a blog?lol dont know why sia, just feel like creating it cos i wanna write things that happen in my life whether it's a sad/happy post just to leave a memories of that. Okay, that's it end of my first post. =P


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