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Thursday, April 29, 2010
It have been quite a long time dint post le, not bcos i'm lazy to post is that i dint have the "time" to post..i did have many things to post actually, about the ten days i have been together with bibi..and also when i feel emo or sad.. but dint get to post cos i rather spent the time with her..chatting on msn (webcam) or playinq AVA.
Ever since my school starts, my schedule for the whole weekdays are so tight..there aint any free time for myself.. as ue can see morning i have to slp awhile,(althou sometime dint slp at all) den have to study till late noon, den reached home have to spent sometime with my bibi (that's of cos de) den night have to work till the nxt morning..so ue can see is totally no free time like the time i have before school start, i still have one whole morning till my bibi come back home.And can hab enough rest for myself. Unlike now, have to finish my work den can have my rest..sometime cant slp = GG for schl ..den mornin only thurs can slp cos late start schl..and if can only when i ask bibi tt i wanna rest ..althou i'm sorry bi ..sometime overslpt and cnt wake up when ue call me =( --- after all I'm stress but is worth it, bcos i work so hard is for someone and she is none other than ue,bi (Ashley) <3
Haix, althou sometime i hate living this way have to work, study yet wanna be with her so much yet cant unlike others..but i love her so much. Sometime i ask myself why must i have to work, study and hardly can be with her? Unlike others ..doesnt nid to work, study as usual..and can have much time with someone he/she love..but why have to give me work so to get wat i want?
i have to work every weekdays but not for my own usages and is for the air ticket of mine/hers and also for the days we been together..that why the laptop i wanna buy is just a dream not a reality like what she says. Maybe i'm working so hard for this relationship is to prove my love to her? can i mean it this way so that i can feel much better? althou sometime i feel i cn't endure it..cos is tiring not able to have enough rest..and have to study feel like giving up, working for so many days. But once i think about is for her, my thoughts just change somehow~ is it bcos of her thats why i can persevere so long? no!no~ is bcos i love her so much, really wanna be with her forever thats why no matter hw.. i willing to & have to regrets..bcos i love ue,bi <3
After yesterday, viewing her post on blog & fb ..when i wake up somehow i feel so guilty left her alone, that make her lonely, emo and even cried and she once told me she dint have contacts in HK yet only can contact her SG friends and me via online..i cried too..cos i feel so sad abt it sometime whenever i think abt her situations now dint have much friends even thou she is still schling ..bcos i once told her i wont want her to be alone and i gonna take her away from the past to feel the love i giving her now..and truly wanna be with her forever. I swear i wont wanna her to lose her, cos she's the love of my life now & forever..ever since since i been with her..i can really feel the care and love she gave me..really feel so loved after been through hell in the past.. And also our parents dint even stop us been together yet support our relationship..especially my mum, she told me if ue really love her, just go for it.. and this time i swear, i wont let ue go from me anymore, bi .. i really love ue <3
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